“Maybe I'm a dog. Maybe Γm a pig—but I wear a uniform. You'll never know my true identity. “ - Seno Gumira Ajidarma,

This is a documentation of my thoughts as I go through the PhD process

June 5 2025

April 29 2025

March 4 2025

March 1 2025

February 24 2025

January 08 2025

January 01 2025

December 29 2024 - Kapallorek

December 18 2024 - Floating lights on the sea-earth continuum

November 13 2024

October 28 2024

October 8 2024

IPHS Conference

May 17 2024 - 9 1/2 months in

I still itch to check online to make sure that I am on track. This week I’m working on an old piece, getting feedback on a piece of writing that was 2 years ago, I fell into a timeslip of remembering, feeling and touching the materials I was engaging with then. Putting on an old snake skin that didn’t quite fit, struggling to find the me who was existing back then again. My hand landing on my phone to reach for the future of what-if and how-dos. Playing catch-up with reconciling writing and thinking with multiple versions of realities that butterflies outwards into a Steins Gate multitude of timelines.